"you say you wish we were closer
as you’re walking away
and that you hate when I leave
though you never try to make me stay
and you know I hate liars
but the lies roll off your tongue
how can you stand there and expect me
to pull myself undone
if you say you miss me
then use me like a shield from the sun"
Losing a parent at a very young age is so hard. It’s like you know that person was either your mom or dad but you don’t really know them. You can miss the fact you dont have someone there I guess idk I feel selfish for missing someone I barely knew. My family tells me everything about my mom but I really wish I could have more memories of her, I was only four when she passed away and now I’m 21. It’s like missing someone you never met..